I met this guy yesterday and I don't think I know his name. I bet he got pissed because I didn't talk to him...but sue me, not my fault I can't.

Since I'm back I'm sharing a room with my boyfriend. He is just amazing, gorgeous and perfect. He's the person I love most and I just wanna stay with him forever and ages after. Just having it around makes me so happy it's hard to describe.


A Long March

Only You know my pain inside
You've been there when no one else could be
When tears fall from my eyes
I know that You are always there
No matter what's in my heart
You are the One who cares
When I doubt, You stand by me
So I'm not ashamed to say the way I feel
I love You, You are my Everything


<3 you Ville


// lyrics taken from AILD's 'Beneath The Encasing Of Ashes'

OOC; Sorry I haven't been around lately or updated but my pretty trip to england ended in the hospital and as everyone knows there're no computers allowed. So I'm back now and I'll try to catch up with everyone and everything. ^^

My doctor gave up on trying to get me to talk.
He probably realized I wont. Even though Ville's convinced it's because he noticed that keeping me away from my boyfie won't help me or Ville and him even less. ^^

So now I get to spend more time with the most gorgeous and amazing boy in the world.

I love you Ville. -^^-

*goes to visit Ville*

More therapy and less time for my boyfriend...

What's that shit about? I'm not gonna talk to anyone but my closest friends. They can tell me whatever they want about how important it is. I just can't talk to strangers or anyone I'm not friends with.

I just want more time with Ville again. I know it's probably getting boring for everyone but us...I just love him. ^^

And just in cas the scary Frank bunny comes and scares you again Ville, you know where to find me.

YOU GUYS START TO SCARE MEEE!!!

But I'm happy that it's valentines day =] and I finally have a Valentine...my super adorable Ville.
Did I mention that I love him?...no?...okay

I'M IN LOVE WITH THE MOST GORGEOUS, LOVING, ADORABLE BOY IN THE WORLD!...so...now it's out...and now I'm giggling again.

I'm gonna go see what I can do with/for my favorite person in the world.

Reinvention

You brought existence
To what I never thought could be
A world where eternity finds description
I followed a dream only to be left in reality
You reminded me of the unexplainable
And then reshaped me by your beauty
Knowing you has reinvented love in my heart
The perfection of loves' true existence
Experienced for the first time
I tried so hard to wake from this dream
But instead realized that I never fell asleep
.
..
...

I love you. :)

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Shut up I know it's annoying. But I'm just a little overly excited here. But who wouldn't be?!

Ville showed me I'm special and I guess it just clicked in my head and I had to show him how special he is.

A few weeks ago I would've been alot more happy about what I did, but right now it's got a bad aspect about it. One that makes me kind of sad and that gives me a reason to not openly talk about it.

And Ville...if you read it come over and find me, I've got to tell you something important. =)

YES! I do think you're pathetic.

Next time we talk I'll tell you exactly why I think that.


and at my amazing boyfriend. Once again; I love you to no end and I can't stand to see you sad.
I know you deserve so much more and I'm going to try to make you forget about the thinks that make you sad.
I'm going to come and find you now and do me a favor, if you're not there, come an find me, please.

I could just repeat myself that I'm hanging out with this amazing guy. Just now I have to add that he's my boyfriend now. And...

I <3 you Ville

He makes me speechless Well I guess you know what I mean. It's a great feeling. The only thing that bothers me is that I can't 'tell' him that I love him because I can't fucking talk.

Other than that...oh yes...Bill and Jordan, please don't hit me. I'll be really nice to Ville. *nods* I love him lots and I wouldn't ever intentionately hurt him!

Got to play piano again. I really miss playing songs with mom. I generally miss greece. The food is still better than american food.

Great. I'm here because I 'refuse' to talk. It's not like I fucking do this on purpose okay? I'd rather have my voice back so I can yell at all the bitches I've met, tell people I love them or just scream when I feel like it.

I've met this gorgeous boy. He's an amazing kisser. He's really stunning hot. Rawr...does this sound stupid?...Probably. But who cares anyways?!

I wonder if I'm allowed to go back to greek during holidays, I miss home...and now I'm gonna sleep so I don't have to think about it any longer